Thursday, 30 June 2011


I got MARTINI today and it's delicious with lemonade.

I had close-cropped hair... as apology!?

June is almost finished and July is just around the corner.

I got an e-mail from Austrian friend and he is coming to Tokyo on his business trip.

I'm gonna Kanagawa tmr and we might to be able to see each other with our friends.

Tmr is gonna be the busy day for me.

Wednesday, 29 June 2011

I know it ain't easy but that's okay!

I wish I was stronger,
I wish I could feel no pain,
I wish I was smart,
I wish I had power,
I wish I could change the world...

Regarding the verification letter, I knew my fuckin' stupid previous boss has disturbed the process. On 1st of July, I'm gonna Tokai University Hospital to ARGUE... Oh sorry, not argue, I'm gonna talk to The Personnel Department staff first, then I'll meet the idiot. This is like my last breathe. Who knows the result? Maybe only God knows my future... I don't wanna be broken my future by small person's EGO.

This song is my favorite song and the theme song of a movie "Coach Carter", which is a nonfiction basketball story. Everytime this reminds me of "What is the Power of Dream?". The lyric is beautiful as well!

And another video below is also one scene of the movie. It's an amazing quote!!!

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some; it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine, we consciously give
other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

Samuel L. Jackson stars in this inspiring true story of Coach Ken Carter.

Our Deepest Fear
by Marianne Williamson from A Return To Love: Reflections on the Principles of A Course in Miracles

Tuesday, 28 June 2011


Since I came back to Japan, I haven't drunk with Martini. It was easy to get it in LDN and I want to... However, in my home town, it's countryside, I couldn't find it everywhere. Then, yesterday I ordered one bottle on the internet as a first step. All I have to do is to wait with expectation!

Today, I knew that I had been embroiled in supervisor's mistake. It was not my fault, but most staff blamed me because I'm a young staff. It means that they can not tell her directly. I loathe this weak Japanese mentality and I felt that what small people they are.

Bloody Hell!!!

Now I am studying Sonography by myself step by step. Well, I will leave from here soon and go back in medical practice. Here is not my field I want to work for Patients.

A good skateboarding video with cool music!

Monday, 27 June 2011

British Summer!

Festival season has just started from last weekend in England!

I really miss last summer because I could become a teenager! It reminded me of I was 19 when it was the first time to visit England and to take part in the real Festival in 2002. That experience changed my life absolutely and took me out to England again in 2008.

Watching some videos of 2010, I remembered the fantastic summer in my life. I got some special friends,too. I really miss...

It's nice boobies at the end!

Sunday, 26 June 2011

Creative thought or Factual knowledge?

In my English class on Thursday, me and classmate were talking about "Which is more important, creative thought or factual knowledge?". This question came from an article from BBC website.

It was a really interesting topic for me. Because my job, ESP Sonography, is related to both of them. In medical area, firstly, the diagnosis, examination, and nursing etc... are based on pppppplenty of factual knowledge and we are dealing with each treatments while caring about patient's condition, medical history, and body type etc...

Regarding Sonography, I suspect some kind of diseases before the screening, and I will be eliminating some from the suspections corresponding to factual knowledge while I am screening the patient's body. In the screening, I am also useing Creative thought because organs' location is not the same place every patients. This means that I can not do the exam smoothly unless I always think about what is happening and where it is. The level of exam difficulty is also influenced by patient's condition. So this is the most hardest examination, and I really want to master this technique.

Working in medical area is never boring for me and I really love this field.

We are one people. We are equal. You are wonderful and rare.

Saturday, 25 June 2011


"The day I cry" is 泣いた日 written by 阿部 勇樹 who is a Japanese Football player. He describes his growth through meeting people, overcoming hardships and his family. I had thought that most professional sports players have really strong mentalities normally. In case of him, however, he didn't have even though his career has started since he was 16. He said in this book that his mentality was very weak at the beginning, then it developed after meeting Ivica Osim who was a previous manager of Japanese national team.

As I see it, these 3 books, "心を整える" "日本男児" "泣いた日", say that you must make an effort as much as you can if you want to attain your goal. I was inspired by them and I'm gonna continue to study English until I can talk with native speakers completely.

Today I went to a bookshop in a big city because I wanted to buy a medical book. I bought 3 books in the end, but I was there for more than 1 hour to look for fascinated books. I think, in these days, library and bookshop are like a treasure island for me. The reason why I love to read books is that I can get knowledge and wisdom from them, and they would change my life better. Anyway, the medical book was really expensive. So I hope that the knowledge taking from the book will repay as an additional salary someday.

It's lovely British Accent in the begining of this video!

When you look with your eyes, Everything seems nice...
But, if you look twice, you can see it's all lies!

Friday, 24 June 2011

A Laissez Faire System

"Tiger Mother" is the worst book I've ever read. The author is telling her Chinese style of child education in her book, but I think that there are no children's right. In her idea, children are like a puppet of parents and they must obey the rules as a slave. I loathe this radical idea because I grew up with this. However, the author did it with her self-confidence.

I think, this is just how to brainwash Children. I've never felt how clever she is even though she has a great status. If she had mixed good education styles of both cultures which are Asian and Western, it would have been brilliant.

In my opinion, child education is no obligation. The most important thing is to encourage their curiosity and creativity, and to give them plenty of chances what they want while believing children's potential.

I know, I'm still being a single, but one day when I become dad, I'd love to cultivate children's talent!

Thursday, 23 June 2011

Trying to reach the higher level

Today, I wanted to rent "深夜特急" written by Kotaro Sawaki, but there're no left in library. So I bought two books named "Tiger Mother" and "the day I cry" instead. I will comment about these in near future.

Recently, I have posted articles almost everyday and it means that I haven't kept my English diary. Today I filled in all empy pages. This English diary started from Jan 2008 and has been written in English since Jun 2008. The purpose was simple. I just wanted to improve my English while doing this. I know, more than 3 years has passed since I started, but my level of English remains constant. The reason I feel so is that I don't know native expressions and no one check my writings. There is no future...

Yesterday, I watched the match Date against Williams. It was really close to win and I was so proud of her. In professional sports, most players are Black and Caucasian. Asian players are rare. In this match, audiences were white, then Black and Asian players fought each other on the court. I was also impressed the situation that there was overflowingly standing ovations in the end.

What a beautiful world!!!

Tuesday, 21 June 2011

Anything But Ordinary


これについて僕は全く後悔していないけれど、日本にいることがこんなに辛くなるとは思いもしなかった。何回かこの原因をBlogに書いたけれど、一番大きなことは「人間味=Classic」が今の日本に欠けていると、昨日自分の作ったVarification Letterを添削してもらいながらイーオンのアメリカ人の先生と話し合った。




Chose your friends, Chose your future, Chose life...

Monday, 20 June 2011






Sunday, 19 June 2011

Life's worth living for

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Friday, 17 June 2011

Thursday, 16 June 2011

If my memory serves me right, I'll never turn back time.






Wednesday, 15 June 2011







Tuesday, 14 June 2011








Thursday, 9 June 2011





Monday, 6 June 2011

Stick to it!





Friday, 3 June 2011

BAARIA(邦題:シチリア シチリア:はっきり言って、邦題なんか付けるな)

この映画は、僕のBest Cinemaである、Cinema Paradisoと同じ監督:ジュゼッペ・トルナトーレ(おまけに音楽担当も同じ:エンニオ・モリコーネ)の映画で、映画情報を得るときに使う「みんなのシネマレビュー」では評価が低かったものの、個人的にかなり面白い(=興味深い)映画だった。

共産主義の影響、マフィアの支配etc...とCinema Paradisoに似ているところがかなりあり、カメラワークと音楽のコンビネーションという設定までそっくりだった。今回のは特に、家族の絆を強めに出していると思った。時代の変化と共に街の風景を少しずつ変えたり、俳優の成長・外見の変化を特殊メイクで上手に表現したり、ものすごく細かい変化まで凝っていて、奥が深かった。