Belief

I knew how to enjoy life through living in LDN.

It was priceless experience and that memories are still shining in my heart .

Current working place is the worst place for me and I had got lost on my way to my goal for a while.

But now, I came to think how happy I am because I will be able to see the light from this hardship.

I was lucky to know my weak point from mistakes in the job.

All I have to do is to shut my senior noisy colleagues up!

Feeling conflicted

Countless amazing days in London, but unexpected stressful lives in Japan.

Most friends I met in London are rich, but I am poor.

Some of them went to master degree in the UK, but I am saving some money in a horrible working place in Japan.

Is there hope in Japan? I definitely can say "NO"!

However, I believe that the hope is in my heart.

How many times did I overcome past fucking hardships?

I am really proud of myself while having modest mind.

So I can make it through as usual.

Music saves my life!

Fatigue

In the end, I could figure out where my tiredness does come from in these days.

In working place, I have been suffered from mental stress by senior colleagues.

It is a simple reason that they really love to interfere with someone.

Now I am the target unfortunately.

This is one of Japanese bad culture and it reminds me of how easy to work outside of Japan except for Racism.

I prefer living outside while feeling like laissez-faire to living here until late 40s.

The life in Japan does not suit me.

Reminiscence

Listening Oasis song on youtube, suddenly I came to miss London. I must be tired in these days.

What is the best present for my friends' wedding?

I'm going to Tokyo from 22nd Sep to see my friends. We're having drink and celebrate the engagement(It's not a wedding party). Now me and my friend are thinking about the present. I really love the process!!!